I just wanted to comment, that despite being defunct (babyman is now four years old, and while I’m likely still hormonal, I’m no where near pregnant), this website continues to get comments, outpourings of gratitude, people seeking support. I’m truly honored and grateful to have had the opportunity to share my last and final pregnancy with all of you, my struggle with post partum anxiety, and am glad that some of what I shared seems to have helped you. Please keep reading, referring, and I do still read your comments. If you need help or advice, just ask. I’m around and would be happy to direct you to those still active in the birth community that can assist you with love, and without judgement.